Hey ya’ll, its been a while… yes i know. All of your comments on my blogs have inspired me to keep writing and updating you on my fashion diaries and personal events.
This year has been the hardest year ever for me, and ever so challenging, hard and almost indescribable but with my faith in GOD iv’e managed to be getting through it ok. I was suppose to be graduating from university next month but with facing slight racism and predjudice I have had to re-do my Final year project which is a 10,000 word dissertation and im now having to celebrate at my graduation next october. I challenged this treatment by writing a letter, headed to the dean of the university and produced evidence of previous complaints so I have an opportuinity to finish my degree a little earlier than next year. GOD is watching over me. xx
Chapter 2. I am sharing my news with you all that I am 5 months pregnant. I was entirely devasted at first because I have so much dreams, ambitions and aspirations which I had strived for to succeed in, and I felt like this was a hinderence. After a few months of bucketfull tears, tantrums and smoking, I spoke to a few people, which included my mother, father, long term boyfriend, my work manager, siblings and close friends and they all saw this chapter in my life as a blessing. I didnt… Unitil I stared seeking help and developing my innermost strenght and power in my faith in God. I know he is there for me. He has blessed me with a new chapter in my life.
Jourdan Dunn….
Reading one of my fashion magazines, I read a new article revealing that Jourdan Dunn was pregnant and that her baby would be due a month before mine. Jourdan Dunn was just a young girl from west London just like me who has become so successful in her modelling career. I am sure she will continue to fulfil it after her child is born. She revealed how happy she was to be expecting her first child, and reading that article, lit a dead flame in my heart. It gave me a glimmer of hope and happiness for my future and inspired me to continue to pursue my dreams, aspirations and goals. My life is not over. I have the loving support I need from all my family, my partner and friends.
This is CHAPTER 2…
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Posted 16 September 2009 @ 12:44 by siobhang |
